I try to avoid conformity as much as possible. I try to avoid molds as much as possible. I try to avoid trends, fads and fashion too..
You will never get the Empress to bow down to see your way of life. Why? Becuase I operate on a spiritual wave length. My soul, heart and mind are in a union so great that no one can and will ever succeed in derailing me! I live to please my soul and my God only!
How wrong is it for people to make you feel like what you’re doing is wrong? Who the fuck are you? To tell me what I will do, who I will be, and where I will go… It’s unfair. Never bully your way into someone else’s life.
I’m the daughter of Rebellion! Soo.. fcuk you!
So tonight’s thoughts are totally random and totally late. I realized that as a blogger, I should make a concious effort to speak my mind. And so I will.
I hate wack niggas. I hate when guys try to talk to me and they know they don’t have their shit together. I hate when a guy approaches me instead of a man. It bugs the shit out of me. Honestly.
At 19 I know how hard I’ve worked to figure out and define who the empress is; I’ve earned the air of respect that surrounds me. The air that says “get your shit together before you say anything.” I want L-O-V-E. I’ve been giving love all my life and I want it back. So when sucker ass guys step to me KNOWING they haven’t figured out who they are it bothers me.
You want to talk to me but you have a girl? You want to talk to me but we don’t chill? You want to talk to me but you don’t tell me you’re taking classes at my college? You want to talk to me but my phone doesn’t ring unless yours ring’s first? Yeahhh. No. It’s not going to happen…
Who doesn’t want everything God promises in life? I know I do, but I will not settle and I’m perfectly fine with that. LOL
In today’s times, I don’t think people realize the value in a dream. I think people have come to over look the thing that makes us truly divine creatures in God’s eyes. We’re His most prized creations and I bet no one knows why…
It’s because he gave us what his other creations don’t have. He gave us opinions, emotions, feelings, free will, desires, and most of all dreams.
He gave us something so special. A dream is more than something we wish for in life. It is that most intimate part of our minds that has slowly but surely mended with our souls over thousands of years.
People don’t realize that the things we see in our night-caps and the things we wish to be in the broad daylight are what have inspired people for YEARS to go above and beyond and create something more. It’s the divinity in us.
I hate to hear people trash talk dreamers… “you’ll never be nothing but a dreamer” or “I don’t have time for dreamers.” Do they not know what dreams can do? Martin Luther King Jr dreamed, Marcus Garvey dreamed, Ghandi dreamed, Mother Teresa dreamed and the list truly is infinite.
People take their hopes and intertwine that with their God-given faith and push on to see dreams transform into reality. And if I had to be deadly honest, I would say that in today’s times dreams are a necessary evil. Our society is so fast and so lazy with all the technology we need people to come up with something new! We need people to take their hopes and run with it. Fxck what anyone else has to say or think!
I am a dreamer. I dream of a day to take care of my family. I dream of love. I dream of happiness. I dream of Godliness, and I’m not sure about y’all, but I will achieve.
And to leave you all with a bit of inspiration, I would like to quote Bing Crosby from his song “Pocket Full of Dreams”:
“I’m no millionaire but I’m not the type to care. ‘Cause I’ve got a pocket full of dreams. It’s my universe, even with an empty purse. ‘Cause I’ve got a pocket full of dreams.”